Emmm...what a life

What a life....i'm thinking a lot these two passed weeks. Think what will i be in 5 years from now...I'm afraid that i'll still the same person as i today, not because i don't like the way i am right now but i just want to move ahead i want to be someone.... i want to be important.... i want to make my parents proud..... i want my family share my successful..... i want to have a life where i can live and work happy. I want my work to be appreciate, i work with all my heart i never thought about money (my monthly salary different okay...that a must) even tough my employer always promised to give incentive but at the end nothing and still i work with heart. I just cant stand when my work being compare to others.... well if the person is ok and of course she really work hard i don't mind but it's not, sometime i wish i'm cold blood so that i can do whatever i want never think others feeling whether hurt or killing them. I cant believe there still exist person that think only one side (His Side). When he said/complaining about life style make me wish to be born in rich family.

I used to think when i was a child....i wish i born in rich family so that i can have whatever i want i can go wherever i want i can buy expensive stuff but lastly i stunned if i wish that then my parents will be different and i cant lose that i rather not rich as long as i have my parents and family. If not my parent i'll not as i am today...its ok i'm not rich and i don't care people said...Well they are lucky born in rich family but please do not insult unfortunate people do not even think why their parent did not bought car for their children, unable to send them to good school, cant afford to have a passport (passport is meaningless to unfortunate family compare to the daily/weekly/monthly/yearly/whole life NEEDS), unable to give a gift like traveling to oversea and luxury lifestyle but i'm lucky to be as i am today.....thanks a lot mummy and daddy...

I'm proud to be as i am now....i work with my two hand i earn money my salary in good way and i never ruins others life. But i still have my dream and hope Allah will make it true. Insyallah